"Stellar Party" officially disbanded. Entire world saw you on knees surrounded by dead bodies of your teammates. But you don't care. You didn't leave you apartments for three month already. You hadn't any strenght. Your only company is empty boxes from food, beer cans, cigarette packs and cigarette butts. "Keep dreaming!" said "Silver Moon" to you, but how keep dreaming if your world is endless nightmare now. "Keep fighting!" said "Purple Star" to you, but only things you fight and annihilate is beer and cigarettes. "Keep smiling and don't blame yourself" said "Golden Sun" to you, but you can't. Can't stop blaming yourself and can't find any strenght to smile. At least you follow "Don't cry!" from "Platinum Galaxy" because you don't have any tears left. You didn't remember when you fall asleep or when you wake up because all days blurred in one endless night. You stop your insomnia with alcohol... much of alcohol, but this not stop your nightmares. Their faces still haunt you, smell and sight of blood, that you can't wash from your hands.... even if you only one who see this blood. You forget to eat sometimes, but you never forget him "Kaos'utraon". His voice, his silhouette and his name like hot iron brand that don't let you die... not now... You should "Keep fighting!"