This isn't the first time I've made a post like this, and it probably won't be the last. I know I keep saying that I hate it here, that I'm done and that I'm moving on, yet I honestly can't stop thinking about Yodayo. Despite everything, this place still means a lot to me.

Do I want to come back? Yes and no. Honestly, the FOMO is killing me. I miss uploading, creating and being part of the community. But at the same time, the weight of everything that happened is still crushing me, and I still hate the dynamics here.

So why do I keep coming back? Honestly, I don't even know myself.

What I do know is that things are going to change. I'm changing how I interact with this platform. I'm not going to bombard the feed with uploads or participate in like-for-like farming. I'm also not going to post consistently or follow any schedule.

This is a hobby, and I'm going to treat it like one. I'll upload whatever I want, whenever I want, regardless of whether people like it or not. I'll still accept requests, but I won't be doing them immediately. I'll get to them whenever I feel like it, and I hope people can respect that.

I'm not making any promises about staying or leaving this time. I'm simply doing things on my own terms.

Lastly, a massive thank you to everyone on Discord who has continued to support me throughout everything. Your support genuinely means a lot to me, and I haven't forgotten it. ❤️

Art by @marilena