Things are good. Great, even. Life's fantastic. Victories keep coming, one after another, the latest one being something truly historic and extraordinary. I am happy. Hell, you could say I'm elated and euphoric, and you'd not be wrong.

I am proud of myself, which is not something I say lightly. When put to the test, I exceeded my own expectations in terms of bravery and general ballsiness. Better yet, everything surrounding that whole saga could not have turned out better.

I got some thanks, addressed to me personally, for the fight I've put up. That was unexpected, and quite flattering. On par to becoming a lil micro-celebrity and seeing my face end up on pins and protest signs like I was Che mfing Guevara, which was just as unexpected. Still, it ain't a bad face so I can't blame the people. They want what they want.

In other areas, I'm feeling just as fulfilled. Having as many loved ones in my life as I do certainly helps. That said, I'm just not feeling this place as much. I don't know how many people will even care to read this in the first place - but if you do, I suppose this is a goodbye.

No doubt you've seen that I've unfriended the majority of people I met here on discord. There was no bad blood involved, I just don't have it in me to keep up with you, and you'll be fine without me anyway. Maybe not Siddorf, cause I just saw he blocked me on yoda and I can only assume that is the reason why. Sorry irmão, it was shitty of me to bail without a proper goodbye, I agree.

I just... don't know how to describe this feeling properly. In short, I just don't feel like I have the capacity and energy to hang out with people here, unless part of a very small and select group I already see more as irl friends. Igs it's time for a new chapter in my life.

I might occasionally upload a bot. Might not. Lately I find myself wanting to actually write fr, not for bots, so might give that a try on like AO3 or Wattpad or sum instead. We'll see.

Goodbye and take care, folks! 🤍🤍🤍